I Hate You

Left me fucked up
Blood on my hand
From the cut on my wrist
Who are you
To destroy me
And take away
My new bearing
Loved by me
And hated by you

And you left me
You left me
With scars that bleed
Recurring memories
And thoughts of killing
You slowly
Just like one of your
Violent fantasies.

-Summer W.

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Don't sell me
Your cheap propaganda
I don't want
Your racist war
I don't need
Your self indulged
Power trips
Your hypocritical voice
And we are not
A true democracy
But slowly
Evolving into some
Radical dictatorship
No better are we
Than they
No better they
than us
And I only find freedom
In the form of peace.

-Summer W.

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I'm lost
And outraged
Opinions forming
Just trying to find myself
Inside the chaos
Just trying to get by
I'm only trying to be free
Don't tell me who I am
I won't be another sheep
Brainwashed in the herd
Burn your propaganda
Take back the streets
Overthrow your system
And freedom will
Smack you in the face
Just trying to
Express myself
Just trying to
Not go unnoticed
Start a riot.

~Summer W.

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Dull roar
Of the highway
Driving down this road
Same shit
Just a different day
Nowhere to go
Smoke you gone
Only to want
You back
Experience death
First hand
Life
Took a twisted turn
Was it a test of strength?
And it feels like suicide
When I love you
Driving downtown
In your car
At 4 am
That's when I knew
That I had lost everything
It's a cold world
And I'm shivering
Under these covers
Is it Ok if I blame you?

~Summer W.

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It's been years
And pieces of me are scattered
From one end
To the other
Of this godforsaken state
That I call home

I have loved
And I have lost
I have been torn up inside
Broken open
Twisted and crazy
Memories they haunt
And keep me up
At night

It's been years
And I have grown
Up, down and out
But I tell myself that
Everything was for a reason
Everything and
I regret nothing.

-Summer W.

Every September Through October

Every September Through October

Explain to me
Who I am
And just who
You thought
You were

My thoughts
Currently reside
Somewhere
In the past
Lost

The leaves
Are falling
It's raining
Out this side door
The days are shorter,
Darker now

And you're locked away with
Nothing but time
NOTHING!
And tell me
That you haven't forgotten
And that you feel regret
Does the season take you back
Does it take you back to that place
Where everything ended
Where everything began

Tell me
Do your thoughts
Currently reside
Next to mine?

-Summer W.

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I felt
The heat
On my body
The aching
The haunting of it all
The windows
Shook violently
Silently screaming
"You're fucking crazy and
Everyone knows it"
A million time bombs
About to go off
A million pieces
Of me
Scattered and lost
And you're delicately walking
On eggshells
Around me
I don't mean to push you away
I'm losing you (both)
The deepest love
That I have ever felt....

Shoot me into your veins
And feel free.

- Summer W.